"what fish is this?"

funny how one can break the silence at the dinner table with the above line...

it's amazing how much one's mood can be affected by the surroundings. just like wemight feel oppressed, yet, we just keep quiet about it. and in the end, we'll feel like we're going to explode any moment. but we know that by exploding, it'll make things worse, so we'll just keep quiet and not think about it.

can we control our thoughts? yes we can... we can choose what we want to think about and what not to think about. that's why we are humans, we are alive. we are not dead. we have the ability to control how we feel. how we think. what we think. that's why we breathe.