i finally realised what happened to me this whole year. why sometimes i feel so lost. i found the real reason.


I AM NOT USED TO HAVING NOTHING MUCH TO DO!!!!!

yeah. realised throughout my schooling years.. i've always been the busy one. rushing from place to place, trying to get tasks completed in time... doing this, and that... and getting so involved in everything.

and now.

blank. so many people around me are busy. with work. with school.

and what am I? quoting a phrase evelyn said a long time ago ... "This is your longest break for the rest of your life!"

is it? sigh.