lazy to blog

yes lazy me.

every night is spent beside my sis at the comp... on my laptop... searching stuff... while my sis besides me takes her own sweet time to blog. which i don't know what she blogs about... maybe her life much more exciting than mine.

came back from a bbq by a few of the choir peeps of 02 batch... at samuel's place... haah.. haven't seen them all for quite some time! people like joshua... zhiying... emma.... khian hong... jean sim... yeah! plus the normal people i see around heh... great fun just being around them... like we can all sit around the tv and watch the silly chinese show and just laugh along with each other... no sense of "weirdness" around them at all... even though we don't talk much to each other... we just enjoy each others' company... it's just a GREAATTTT feeling... i guess after all the "bonding" we have during choir... after not meeting up for so long... the "bond" is still there... :)

so happy.... *grins*

so! oh wells. i am still lazy to blog. and so am i lazy to run. lazy to tidy up my drawers. oops.

i am always very happy when i hear that people have found what they really want to do with their life... it's a wonderful feeling... to know what u want to do. and doing it too. :)

i wanna reach out! but,have to "cure" my bad habits... of mumbling to myself... of not being to express myself properly cos my brain works slower than my mouth... or rather.. both works equally slowly... unless i really know what i want to say. it's just like i don't know how some people can talk about everything and anything and FAST... like... wow. their brain works on the lastest processing technology.. while mine is like... still.... pentium 2? at least? i can link things up fast.. but whenever i have to think of opinions... somehow, i just don't have much to say! it's distressing. i just can't find the right words at the right time.

yea. time for sleep heh.