i finally sat down to decipher the atrocious cursive handwriting of lrsm examiners' report. it took me almost 5 times to re-read the whole thing before i could make out some of the words, and i have no idea WHY most examiners have such handwriting.

so in short, i need to play more evenly, with more balance. Though there were praises, but it was really... minimal. ahah. i love this particular phrase.. "... was played with some charm and gracefulness...." ohoh.. and this.. .hahahah.. ".. ya played with a degree of delicacy, converying a feel for the scherzo mood."

but the main point was that i have to take note, and extra care when pedalling. it seems that my pedalling sometimes blurred the texture, and basically when i pedal it just doesn't make things sound nice ahhhaa.. so the advice given at the very last line of the whole report.. "Promising qualities shown -- always listen closely to the sounds ya produce."

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i also gotten down to writing down stuff that i need to pack. and i packed my present stuff into a box and stuffed it into an obscure place in the cupboard, to "create" space for my sis who doesn't take time to pack and rearrange stuff. any time she has she would rather hit the bed and go zz-land, or stone in front of the tv/comp. she claims she files her stuff. but they are still EVERYWHERE. so. yeah i dunno. the gifts she received since last year are still not kept properly, some not even opened. i can't believe it. she's so stubborn that i can't help but have this urge to hit her head hard sometimes, but of cos, being nice i haven't done so.

and so my new job for the month. Being Ahmad. and if you don't know what "ahmad" means, then nm ahha. :)