haha... it's over!

no lah..

just the silly MCQ test which a lot of people came out of and went.. 'i'm going to fail"... and by failing.. we mean failing from our target.. like for those people who get full marks constantly have targets.. and yea.. oh wells.. didn't think i did well.. answers were quite different from the rest.. but everyone's answers were quite different so!

shall not think.

i shall study harder for the end of semester exams...

finished up my practical after the test.. and then came back to IH and went with Yingyi to Safeway to get noodles... and Sam cooked for 8 of us... and we watched "Bruce Almighty"... and set me thinking about a lot about life again...

message i got from the movie.. : one cannot change free will. rather, one cannot upset the balance of free will.

then my friend's friend called and told her she had to rush back to Singapore cos her grandma, in the terminal stage of cancer, doesn't seem to be doing too well.. so she took down her details and will be helping her to apply for absence of leave... yeaps... reminded me of my cousin... and well, felt the sadness rise up again.. but handled it okay.. :) life has to go on.. even when a part of life is stopped...

watched Jielin's jC1 cheerleading video lah... ahah... :) so funny! and the best part is that it is about well, team work! :) aw man. i miss that feeling...

went to celebrate a fellow sg med student's bdae.. popped a surprise on her.. she's staying at her own apartment... well furnished and everything.. really like a home... and she just turned 18.. so yea... so young... :) yups... so i was asking them where to find a place that's big enough for an upright piano... sigh... should i stay on in college next year or should i stay in an apartment?...

i think my choice will be to stay in college.. for all the benefits of a college.. the privacy when needed... the social activities.. the amount of friends... the academic support.. providing food... no need to clean/wash toilets... :)

but see how loh...

had a good talk with my mum last night... thanks ma for making me feel a lot better... :) i know it's hard for you and pa to know how i'm feeling so far away.. but don't worry too much ok? i'm really feeling good... and that's because of you guys! :) can't wait to go back to sg to see u all....

like weiyong was just saying.. "going to sg is like taking a break frm studying... we're all reaching breaking point here... we need to get away from it before it breaks and we get burnt out and everything.. "

that's true.. taking a break.. that's so important...we all need to take a break from a lot of things in life... and we must always give ourselves that time... and no, months are too short. years will be alright. :)ahha... many things cannot be decided upon within a short period of time. If the issue has been going on for years.. then make it stop forever.. if it's only because of one event that blew things up, just stay and find out more.. there's no such thing as "enough time".. nothing is enough time...

shall go sleep :)