acting stupid...

i have been pretty good with that these few days i think...

finding courage to do something is always not easy. just like finding courage to fall down. how many of us will find the courage to learn to roller-blade with the knowledge that u'll definitely fall down once or twice; or the courage to go skiing or snowboarding when the stories u hear are those of beginners falling down, somersaulting.. etc...tearing the collateral ligaments... hurting the wrist... etc.

where do u find the courage to do the things u want to do?

this time, i have been patient. i did not want. but i couldn't run away from it, however hard i (haha) didn't try to. ...

each time the issue surfaces, i run away from it. but how long can i run away from it for? why am i running away anyway? just cos i don't want to be hurt again? but i won't be the only one being hurt....

insecurities kill.......

but u've only got one life. :)