how much can u remember?

been bugged by the "others-can-remember-so-much-but-i-can't" mood.

but relieved by the bimbo-tic talk with nicole about what to wear to med ball.

funny.

i guess it was all from the tute just now where i realised that somehow i can't stay on top of everything... why do others remember stuff so easily? hmm.. but then again, to each their own. what about people who do not listen and keep talking? i dunno. sometimes when i am feeling alright, i let it pass... cos i tell myself that it's just them and let them be.. but when i'm trying hard to catch something and then u keep asking me what the person standing in front said or wrote down on the board.. it gets a bit irritating. but i still let it pass.

and when u feel like this.. u just wish that u won't feel this way, but others just tell u "be good.. feel happy" .. u just don't feel that there's a need to be happy.

i takes a lot to make me happy.

or does it not?