learning

rain is good but the sun after that storm is always the best. the heat before the stormy weather is always unbearable and you can almost sense the coming storm.

i've come to a realisation that no one will ever understand fully what's been going on, not just because i don't want to share, but just surely because no one will. and for my long time friend who really knows what's going on and share similar sentiments, thank you for all the advice you've given me. :) to others who are concerned, i'm thankful. :)

and no, this is not in regards to my personal life. :)

yes i might sound like i'm speaking in riddles, but yes, everything can be better and some hurt needs to be buried away. hurt always come in many forms, and it will hit you in the most unthinkable fashion. they always say that the person who loves you the most will hurt you the most too.