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went to the library. borrowed 3 trashy novels. honestly, i love reading them. cos it's easy to read. like i don't have to remember the info. so i can just read. yeaps.

suppose to meet esh, but she's pretty busy... so yeaps.. so i went to tamp anyways.. just wanted to walk around. then started feeling pretty much alone again. like everyone on the street is a whirl. and then i start to wonder about my purpose in life. then on my way back, i saw esh and rt... but i didn't say hi.

wanted to get tong heng's egg tarts. but they were closed.
ended up with prima deli's. and teh si ice..

just feeling blah again. blah blah blah. weiyong said that we'll all feel this way at one point or another. but we just need to rise above it and get over it!

i will.

i might just revive my passion for piano playing tonight.

i love keeping my mouth shut. don't ask me to talk. when i want to talk. i will talk.

getting too busy. and spending too much time on the comp. i think it dampens my mood. and makes me sedentary. and hence will induce the flab formation. i don't even have the answer why i feel so blah. don't try to guess. i hate it. mood swings ba.

bring me to a beach. white sand... the endless sea... sea breeze... fresh food... refreshing drinks... no worries.... solitude. sometimes i crave for it. sometimes i want out of it.