Tuesday, December 27, 2005

and history repeats itself.

i remember the thoughts that ran through my head 2 years ago after my birthday. the unhappiness that loomed around. and i made a decision which had me heartbroken for a year plus.

and now, i am facing the same heartache. when is it ever good enough? i do not want to make the decision that i made 2 years ago. i do not want to go through that period again. i thought i never will. but if doing that will make things brighter on your side, i am willing to suffer the heartache. again. just for you.

2 comments:

Porky said...

thank goodness it's summer holidays for ya while this is happening dear... i'll write to u or call u asap once i'm back in london. in the meantime, take care and be strong~

but one thing to ponder about... are u sure he'll be happy if u do that? did u ask him?

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