it's been a long time..

havent blogged for quite some days... losing the interest to really...

CNY's coming and will be gone. so will the days in Singapore and probably the days in Melbourne. This morning i laid on my bed, thinking. well, not much of the thinking, but feeling this weird feeling. how something tugs literally at your heart, and makes ur heart aches... which is accompanied by the thought that i'll only be spending another 2 days in Singapore before it's tentatively about 10 months before I get to come back again.. it's a weird feeling, the feeling I get when i get so homesick on the first day in Melbourne, before things start to kick in again, and the homesickness gets lost in the midst of all the activities.

Feeling detached might be a way of preparing myself from feeling that pain after leaving. *shrug* I don't know. I marvel at how people can spend such a long time overseas and not feel homesick.. but then the question of "where is home?" sets in. :)

so, what is needed to bring back and what isn't? it seems like i'm emptying my wardrobe. and this time there seems to be quite some clothes to bring over. (again).. but yea. things like that do get into the head when u're trying to decide what's important and necessary to bring over and what can be left behind. always seem to have so many things to bring back.. it'll be a disaster when i try to bring everything back here! =x

to those who still have time to enjoy their time in their "hometown".. please, do what you want to do.. enjoy every minute of it. Do something special... something that u can bring back with u and feel warmth whenever u think about it..

been watching the 9pm show consistently.. and i don't know why i'm drawn to it.. probably due to the romance inside.. but yea. it's nice :) it's always nice to have someone you love spring surprises on you. i'm probably someone like that.. and maybe that's why i do that to my family.. seeing things they like and buying for them... or just doing something that surprises them.. and hoping that i will be surprised one day :)

so someone spring some lovely surprise on me! haha.