500th post!

what a long way since.

first day of orientation, did what i could to help around... helping with the mug shots for the phonebook... somehow felt weird. this whole feeling of being a senior just feels quite new to me. and just being a senior who's around cos she's here for uni just makes me feels uncomfortable. loads of activities that i'm not "allowed" to join and stuff like that.how the freshers will clique together and it's hard to fit in somehow. not that i'm complaining cos i had a fabulous night spent with eelin and char.. the 3 lonesome seniors. had a great dinner at bismi cos we felt too weird to be in the dining hall. came back and chilled out, cos i'll be home alone otherwise so we just sat around and drank and talked. and watched some funny games of the winter olympics.

feeling really alien with the feeling of being senior. just doesn't really sets in, you know you belong there but it's just SO different. there's no familiar face just around the corner and you're trying to get use to what's going to be known as "familiar" all over again. where staying in your room to study doesn't really help because you also wanna have fun! haha.

missing the gardens.

i am going to live my own life!