white

my mum made a comment that i've become "whiter" and my sis said that i'm actually white skin based while she's the yellow skin kind.

O_O

in any case, singapore has been good to me. other than the immense heat yesterday afternoon and today, it has been cooling and wonderfully nice and warm. it has come to a point where i just wish that my mind can just rot away. and indulge in cheap unhealthy food all day.

but life is not to be and i must keep my rusty mind working. it doesn't really work when u see an extreme case of inflammatory joint disease and cannot remember which one it is. and it's pretty scary seeing it. and your friend say you're a nerd when u ask them about it. haah.

meeting up with friends whom you keep in touch all the way is really rewarding. and the best part is having someone to talk to and understand. cheers to eve and yann whom met up and had a long chat with. :) i wish i can be here in sg witnessing everyone's growing up phase and keeping in touch with everyone without thinking about when i can meet them ... i wish they can be there for me and vice versa, be my college mates, my room-mate.. but again, life is not to be.

i wish i can ace everything i do; be the best that i can be in all aspects of life; explain concepts with ease, be eloquent, think fast on my feet; look good and be a good daughter and friend. but life is not to be and i can only be blessed with a good heart. too nice people will say. but that's me.

i can have as many dreams as i want, to accomplish as many things as i hope to accomplish but all's not to be and i can only be thankful with what i have. cos when i wake up the next morning, i'll find myself faced with the challenges i'll face for life. :)

but for now, let the bimbo unfold. it's shopping time tmr with sis.